today was a beautiful day, I didn't even have to wear a sweater, my mom and I went for groceries, which always seems more like a chore then something fun, but it is nice to get out of the house for awhile. we bought stuff for our thanksgiving meal. Everyday as thanksgiving gets closer I try to think of things to be thankful for. Somethings just come to me and other things take a little more thought
5 things i am thankful for this year
1) Family and friends who soppourt me
2) Pets
3) Beliefs
4) Doctors
5) Music

Today was a bust day. And I even remembered to practice piano, so the week before piano comes around again is doing good.
I went to the mall today with my mom we bought some christmas gifts for each other. It seems so early to be thinking about christmas already.
At the mall I got a frozen hot chocolate. they are so good and sometimes you need to treat yourself to something nice.
So it was my reward for surviving the week
A week without self harm

music and fear

Today I went to music lessons for piano. The music teacher could tell I was out of practice, and I was, so I promised her I would practice more often everyday. I fully plan to carry out the plan of practicing everyday even if it is just for a few minutes. I need to make a habit out of practicing piano.
today was a really rough day I thought someone was going to break into my house and shoot me. even though my house is safe. I prayed to god and asked him to please help keep me safe from bad people who might want to hurt me. When my mom came home from work I was grateful and Still alive, no one shot me today

Today I took our puppy Tippy to the vet. The vet said she is in good health and that she has doubled her weight since she was there last. which is good considering her age
Today a friend of mine came over to learn how to make duct tape flowers. we each made two.
Yesterday at zumba was fun, but my mom thought it was hard. Tonight I am just going to the gym and not to zumba

failing at making cookies

Today was a long day. I was home all day. I tried to make some cookies, the no bake kind, but they wouldn't set, so I had runny cookies. I was doing it to surprise my mom, but when she came home they still weren't set so she tried to make them right by putting the runny cookies back into the pan and bringing them to a boil again, but it still didn't work.
Next time I make cookies I think I will do ones you have to bake, but I might give the no bake ones one more try before I call it hopeless.
Tonight I have zumba I am looking forward to it.

craft group

Today was a good day. I got the stitches removed from my arm, and I painted a giant dragonfly at my art group. They had a lot of crafts to choose from, but I liked the dragon fly best.
The leader of the craft group asked me If i wanted to help her teach the group. I told her I would. I am the youngest member of the craft group but I don't mind, as I know everyone is there for the same reasons. Tonight I am going to the gym even though I feel tired from getting up early this morning.

Quick post

Well today was a good day. I learned how to make roses out of duck tape. It really does look like a rose that you would buy at a store selling fake flowers.
And tomorrow morning I am looking forward to my craft group, i can't wait to see what we will be making.