My Plan

Today was a long day. This morning I watched some house, then I went for groceries with my mom. I just keep thinking how I could hurt myself, and get rid of everything else i was feeling. I didn't hurt myself and the day is almost over so I guess I am thankful for that. I just felt like there was no hope today, but I am beginning to come around and see that maybe there is hope for me, and everything that happens happens for a reason. I am just not sure what the reason behind self injury thoughts is. Maybe It is so i can teach other people about the disorder, and what works and doesn't work for me. i already did one presentation on it, maybe i am meant to keep talking about life with mental illness.